First I want to say how much I appreciate the nurse, Sue, at my doctors office. I talk to her more often than my own doctor and she is so awesome and supportive. I guess nurses are the unsung heroes of doctor's offices and other medical establishments and though she'll probably never read this I want to recognize how much I appreciate her interactions when I know how crazy busy they are in that office! So blessings to Sue :)
The results of the progesterone test were not surprisingly low (2.5 - whatever that means). The plan was to go ahead and prescribe the enemas, however, I had an experience last night that most likely changes all of that. I believe I had the true miscarriage - though it's hard to know for certain, I believe I passed the gestational sack.
One might think this would have been a horrible, sad and defeating experience. But thanks to God's grace it just wasn't. If anything it was a wonderful relief! If it truly was the real deal, and this whole thing is on it's way to being over then I say, hallelujah! I know that sounds completely crazy, how could I feel that way when we may have lost our little one that we've been waiting for so long to conceive? But my heart has been through so much over the last several weeks and if this is the way it needs to be, I feel blessed to be able to move on.
So at this point because nothing is final yet, I need to wait again to hear back from the doc's office as to whether we are going to do another ultrasound tomorrow or wait for the already scheduled appointment on Thursday. So for now I'm going to enjoy the peace I feel in this moment and wait patiently to learn what the doc wants to do from here.
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